destination insanity

its been a rainy week, but unlike other days, the pour stopped today.. it was a bright cloudy morning.. i had to slightly cover my sight to look at the sky, coz it was a really bright sun up there, happily hiding in the clouds that dominate the skies..
today will be a happy day, so much for yesterday, it wasn't what i expected from it..
well, a couple of cool things happened.. m talked to me yesterday, talking about the reason why she didn't get to love me in the first place..
well, i didn't care that much.. but that was what i was supposed to be seen as.. i cared more than anyone would, but i didn't show..
she told me she was happy, and minutes after, she told me it was over.. i have nothin else to do but say my advice.. and i did.. and i'm amazed of her strenght and wisdom, coz in that crucial time, after waiting for four years for that person she loved so very much..
she had the courage to say.. "ok lng toh, at least may closure.."

i had communication of an old friend, and had communication with a new one, my love's sister.. isn't that cool? well, nevermind..

and and i have a lot to do today.. i'm barely playing my comp games recently, and i don't know if i shud be happy or sad about that.. college is coming.. and i'll be as busy as the crap college people are..
i'm scared..
i'm excited..
i'm confused..
good day to you dear reader..